(1) your hands (2) that night in the cabin (3) the way your nose scrunches when you laugh (4) every letter we ever sent (5) each of the “stay with me”s (6) how we touched the first time (7) giving in to the idea of you (8) building a home from nothing (9) the afterparty … More Recollections
poetic license taken in the making of this human.
the beauty in our midnights vanished with the moon as the sun took its place and the blue skies our love.
you are a dreamscape all on your own.
no matter how many times you tell me “always” i will love you infinitely more.
everything important with us happened in cars. our first and last kisses our breakup our goodbyes & it all just tasted like concrete and the bitterness of memories overlapping with one another. (i think we were always trying to make it taste better.)
a lifetime is not quite long enough for all of the lazy sunday afternoons that i have planned with you.
healing is found in even the smallest of victories.
& with one wrong move i find myself spiraling into a more recent version of my past failures.
we were already euphoric in our youth but with age became nothing less than spectacular.