i believe my loneliness is a consequence for the many mistakes i made in high school and a reminder of all the people i hurt back then as everyone else is fine now while i still regret absolutely everything because reality is that you cannot just go around breaking hearts and then expect to not … More Kismet
last week i had a burn on my finger that stung every time i washed my hands or did the dishes or took a shower and i kept hoping it would suddenly disappear until eventually i noticed it had as without even realizing it i no longer felt the pain of the injury and i … More Healing
to promote the release of my debut poetry collection, as well as form a community for like-minded individuals, i’ve created a new website under the url oldsoulsociety.blog. here, i’ll discuss relevant issues such as mental illness and cultural stigmas, as well as release samples from my poetry chapbook. the site itself is a means of … More Welcome to the Old Soul Society
i wasn’t sure how to cope with losing myself so i dyed my hair again and started planning to move back to my hometown hoping that some kind of drastic, unpredictable switch-up would remind me of who i was supposed to be but i don’t think i’ll be found in the color purple or the … More Lavender
you don’t need me anymore– and i guess, eventually, i’ll learn to be okay too, without you.
i was the ocean filled with notions of wild love and you were the salt in the tears that dried on my cheeks and you immersed yourself in me and i lost myself in you and that is how we drowned.
maybe we were blown apart for a reason by a god who holds us in his hands as if we were dandelions and i am better off picking flowers in a field that’s faraway from home instead of making wishes to grow back together.