i hate admitting i need you after i gave you up so easily, and so long ago but how else can i explain the reason i’m suddenly calling to talk about absolutely nothing at all? Advertisements
today is your birthday and i can’t even bring myself to call and say i’m thinking of you. but, darling–i am.
phantasm – n. illusion, hallucination define me simplify me, please into something clear and concise that doesn’t beg to be understood harbinger – n. indication, sign until now i could only find myself in breathlessness, idle conversation and forgotten mugs of green tea legerdemain – n. deceit, trickery but it’s … More Undefined
do i miss you… or do i miss how you loved me?
i guess i was hoping maybe you’d wait for me but it’s been two years since then– and honestly, i wouldn’t care for me either, anymore.
good guy, bad timing– just like always.
we are no longer a “what could be”– but rather, a “what has been.”